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    June 28

    Life

    Things that have been said to me in the past week that I find amusing:
     
    "I remembered it from my mind [when I said it]."
     
    "I'm an artist.  I move sticks with my fingers .  Why can't I eat with chopsticks?"
     
    These are actual quotes from the man this week.  I don't remember why he said the first one, but it amused me and I wrote it down.  The second one came during lunch at a Chinese fast food restaraunt after much frustration.  It was my idea to use the chopsticks.  I did successfully eat with them (he did too - it just took awhile). 
     
    I still have this notion of one day traveling to see my students in Korea.  We purchased a webcam and have been visiting with one of my families.  We have decided that we should attempt to have English tutoring over the Internet.  I am excited about this.
     
    I miss my students very much.  Getting to see them again makes me smile.
    June 17

    You Will Be Missed

    Mr. Frank,

     

    I know your eyes will never see this.  I know that you have gone on to be with the Lord.  The fact that you are with Him is a comfort, but you will be greatly missed.  I cannot fathom the hole in the hearts of your family members and close friends.  You are (were)  an amazing person.

     

    I will miss your humor.  I will miss your emails, and your responses to my emails.  I will miss your comments on my photographs.  Your kind words have always meant so much to me. 

     

    I will miss seeing the laughter in your eyes, and the way that you lovingly looked at Ms. Katie.  I will miss ya’ll’s witty banter and playfulness.

     

    I know that you are no longer in pain, and for that I am thankful.  But I miss you.

     

    Your marriage is (was) one of highest quality and I hope that mine can follow in a glimmer of your fine example.

     

    I will miss your hugs.  I will miss seeing you in your chair at church.  I will miss your emails asking me how to fix things.  I will miss fixing your laptop.  I will miss seeing you in your chair at your home.

     

    Mr. Frank you are (were) a fine, fine gentleman, and I’m glad I was blessed enough to get to know you.  You, sir, are (were) one of my favorite people in the whole wide world.

     

    I love you.

     

     

    June 03

    Livin' Life

     

    "I live my life a quarter mile at a time" - Vin Diesel (Dom - The Fast and the Furious)

    That quote seems strangely appropriate.  I fell like I do everything quickly in short bursts.  I accomplish the task.  I win the race, and then it's on to the next race or project or short term goal.

    I never thought of myself as a goal person.  I don't sit and make detail lists and think, "This is what I want to accomplish".  That seems to me as being too hard or maybe too time consuming.  I don't think I like to put myself in a box - I like my freedom.

    My kids are all gone.  All seven of my students and their families boarded planes and returned to South Korea.  I miss them.  I cried with every one of them.  I wonder if we'll really keep in touch.  I want to.  I hope they do too.

    I fell into the realization that people say a lot of things in the "someday" tense, myself included.  "Someday" I am going to insert objective here. I don't want to be a "someday" person.  I want to do things outside of my own experience.  I want to grow.  I do not want to become stagnant and waste away.  I want to be better than I am.  I don't want to exist in a small box.  I don't want to live like a caged animal.  I don't want to be too predictable.  I want to have fun and be a fun person to be around.  I don't want my life to be full of "someday".  I want to start living.  I want new experiences (good ones).  I want the man to enjoy them with me. 

    I don't know where to start.  I want to travel.  I want to see my kids in South Korea.

    I want... I want...  I want...

    I just need to put some action behind those words and feelings.