I do not want to fall short on being a good person.  I want to be a nice person.  I do not want to be a doormat.  I don’t feel like I am.  I think sometimes that others think that I am (but I’m not!).  I have an overwhelming urge to do things for people.  I think it is fun to do things for people. 

I know that I have the power to say no if I want to.  I think some people think that because I do so many things for others that this makes me a weak person.  I do not agree.  If I needed assistance with something then I would ask.  I really would.

I can’t stand not to have something to do.  I have to be busy.

Why?

I have no idea.  I get bored and I do things.  I tutor kids, take pictures, help people with computery stuff, play games and occasionally I sleep.  I wish I slept more, but truth be told, I could probably sleep all the time. 

The odd thing is if I don’t keep busy I will sleep and sleep and sleep.  I don’t know if this is because I’m trying to catch up with my lack of sleep or if I just don’t want to think anymore.

Busy suits me.  I enjoy helping others.  Yes, sometimes it can be overwhelming, but a good nap usually takes care of that feeling.

I volunteer for a lot of things.  Is that bad? 

I feel like I’m rambling.