Random Thoughts

I dislike being in pain.

Being in pain makes every trivial thing seem so big.

Things that normally wouldn't bother me have me so irritated.  I'm not outwardly grumpy, but I feel like a toddler who is about to have a meltdown because of sensory overload.

I need a real break.

Could I whine anymore?  Jeez.

I have nothing to apologize for. 

I will not live in guilt over something I am not guilty of.

If you have a problem with that, then it is your problem.

I am not going to live in bondage over imaginary evils.

 

I am done with your manipulation.

I am done playing your blame game.

It’s over.

My conscience is clear.

The end.

I feel like a triangle in a world of rectangles and circles, or maybe like a square peg trying to go through a round hole.

It's all good
It's all good
*holds head in hands*
It's all good
It's all good

Maybe if I say it enough it will be.....

Things aren't bad, but they just seem to be piling up. 

We were in an accident a two months ago.  I'm still recovering for that.  Nothing major, we were rear ended and things are mostly fine.  I'm just still having some back/neck issues that can cause a fair amount of pain.  Mostly no one knows that.  Had an MRI.  Herniated disc.

My dad had surgery last week for prostate cancer.  We'll know for sure this week the final results to see if he needs chemo or not.  My step-mom is really having a difficult time with this whole thing.  My dad is trying to not be bothered by it.

The man is stressed out.

I'm not sleeping.  I'd like to, but it's elusive.

I have a number of projects that I'm working on that just don't seem to be getting done as quickly as I'd like.

I feel like things are out of control, and I don't know what to do about it but just keep chugging along like a good little freight train.